I've found out a few things today which made me reconsider working at my work. I'm feeling a bit isolated at the moment and betrayed, it's not a nice feeling.
I wish I knew what to do about my work, I know I like it a lot, but somethings about it make me want to quit, or jump off a bridge. Sadly it's that thrill of, how bad will it be, that keeps me going back there. Am I insane?
I just wish things could even out, then I might stop having major panic attacks which involve me attempting to make everyone hate me. That's one of my only defenses... try to make people hate me, so that people can hate me for whatever flaws I feel I have (usually