I no longer can actually achieve any level of creativity. No matter how hard I try I just get depressed and angry at myself. I have tried so hard to achieve such great feats in art, but have always come up so low.
I wish I could have done better, but alas, it's not a possibility anymore, and thus I give up on artistic endeavors for the foreseeable future. Sorry to anyone who actually cares about my creativity or art, but I cannot do it anymore. I apologise.